Have there ever been days you just need a time out?  When you feel like nothing is going your way?  When a 10 min time out would make a world of difference?  That is how I feel today. 

Captain T has been hitting that raw nerve, over and over again.  The little pincher is not listening.  King Brutis (the dog) never listens.  So needless to day this has been a tough day. 

I had to put Captain T in his bedroom because he just does not listen to me.  He has been hitting me lately.  I am wondering what I am doing to prompt that and what I can do to fix this problem.  3 year olds are hard to deal with and hard to understand.  There world is so little and they are pushing to find there boundaries.  I know that this is not the first and only time this will happen, I know that it is going to happen again when he is a teenager. 

I also know in my heart it is because I am very disconnected right now.  I am not in the mood to be right there for him and that is part of these issues.  I need to find a way to get out of this so that I can be a better mother and get back on track with this.  I love him so much.  He is my world.  I hope that I can get back on track soon so I can be the moter that he deserves.  The mother that God intended me to be.

 
 

This year is a mother's day I will never forget.  First I completely forgot to send any cards, buy any gifts or do anything for mother's day... OOPS!  Then we were going out to dinner with - just the women.  Olive Garden had over an hour wait (big suprise) so we decided to go to Antonios.  Well I stayed at Olive Garden to wait for Grandma, Mom went over to Antonios.  Kristen met her there with her daughter.  After sitting out in the cold and not dressed appropriately waiting for grandma.  Well it turns out that grandma is at another Olive Garden.  We all finally get to sit down together and eat, and mom gets a piece of plastic in her food.  Then we head over to Kristen's house.  The boys are acting crazy.  But it was fun. 

This will be a mother's day I will never forget.  It started off unforgeable, being able to go back to bed and be woken up with my boys smiling and hugging me.  What a better way to wake up and feel loved.  No better feeling in the world. 

The most important thing for me today is to be able to spend it with My Grandmother, mother, sister and niece.  I am so blessed.